Wow, I really need to blog more, When i get on i guess I either just play games or talk to Jennifer, I dont think about lookin here or writing much. Im such a terrible writter, and clearly i cant spell the higher form of education know as college. haha. Well im not to worried about it, no one ever said I had to be the worlds best speller to make alot of money and be happy in life. Im not implying that money is the only thing that makes me happy, because clearly Jennifer makes me extreamly happy, if most people only understood that bond that she and I have then i think there would be less broken hearts in the world, because Jennifer and I have never had a seriose fight, I hope i didnt just Jinx us but i dont think it did.(crosses fingers). Welp, i guess im gunna go back to work now, I'll catch you all on the flip side...Peace out. bye

Yeah, just like jen said, i got my license and its awsome. Even though i dont have my own car and my mom wont let me go very many places, i still love having it. I went go get jennifer yesterday and it felt so good that i could do it on my own now, i feel like ive accomplished something. yay. Well, jen and i are doing great and yes school sucks the big one, but we only have a few years left, then we can join the world of adults and all that other boring stuff. But thats all after collage baby yeah! lol oh well, im gunna be one of those good boys though, im not to into bad stuff . peace out

Ah, Jen is back once again *cheers* I've been SOO busy, omg. School sucks, I can't wait until summer. At least its starting to get warmer though. Whenever I went to school this morning, it felt so good! Warm, sunny... *sigh* It was perfect.... then it rained.


Anyway, this week has sucked quite a bit! The other day afterschool (i had band practice) Ms. Pickett stopped me in the hallway and started yelling at me because she found out that I wasn't going on the band trip, and she was all like, "You can't be 1st chair next year, if you dont go!!" Practically screaming. The honest truth is... I dont care. Band isn't fun anymore like it used to be, its a job that I dont get paid for. Why should I pay $300 to go somewhere with people I hate being around, and something I hate doing... I feel like im being used. I'm tired of it. What's the point anyway? She acts like band should be our 1st priority, above family... religion. Its just a silly, sucky little highschool band. Few people ever result from it, and Im not even planning to go to college and play. So, why stay? I'm not, the only reason Im in it right now is because I cant quit. Everyone's been asking me, "Are you going to quit? You can't quit, I wont have any one to talk to." Well, guess what... YOU ARE FULL OF SHIT. You notice me in the corner alone, with no one to talk to... because everyone has their own little groups which I find ignorant and immature... yet you still ignore me. You just want to have a TRUMPET SECTION. Guess what? Even if I did stay, we'd still suck! Because what's the difference when only 2/9 actually care about sounding good. Its YOUR fault I dont care anymore, and that I loathe going to band every single fucking day. Get over it... leave me alone.

JOHN GOT HIS LICENSE!

Im soooo proud of you!! ;)

Hey, Hey, Hey... Its been a while everyone, i know. Well, everythings been great for the most part. Ive been doing good, Jen and I are enjoying our lives togather, and yet again im in those cloud that i love so desperatly, i wish that i could live within those clouds that i dream about so much. Ok, im done with the cheeziness now. lol... But time is growing closer and closer toward the season of Soccer. More like the season where i get into great shape for Jennifer. Were talking on the phone right now, shes prolly jumping up and down yelling, "Im getting a Treadmill" yay. lol, its halarious. Shes telling me I am going to get fat and she will be unfat, which i dont understand cause shes unfat right now and i think she looks awsome but she never agrees with me. But im gunna go before i embareass her, so ttyl buh bye

Yeah, I've been really busy lately. I had a career project that is due tomorrow... so I've been working on that all day. Tomorrow, I have to stay after for band practice... and RIGHT after it I have to go to a ballgame; and I have to go to another on Thursday... and possibly Friday. Why have basketball anyways? What's the point in trying to throw a ball into a net in the air? Jesus, and the cheerleader in their short little skirts yelling "Go Team!" is enough to make me sick. Im tired of the whole highschool thing, its no longer a trend... just an annoyance.

Hmm, do you ever just wish someone would ask you what you hate, instead of the casual "What do you like?" Sometimes you just need to vent all those negative feelings... and Im ready to burst. So, guess what? If you dont like the whole "I hate this" babble... keep scrolling, or kiss it.

Anyways, along with the rants... Sometimes I really can't stand how teachers, friends, and just people in general treat me either like im (a) an idiot -or- (b) young
I really dont understand why people think that Im stupid, maybe its the way I carry myself; but I know this for a fact. Almost EVERYONE I have met, or talked to... has told me that they thought I'd be illiterate, and they look down on me at that instant. It makes me TICK. Of course Im not a genius, but Im certainly not stupid... and honestly I dont see how 3/4 of our Gifted/Talented kids from my grade have any talents besides being a royal pain in my ass. It's like there's some conspiracy against me, I make twice as good as grades as they do... and just because of first impressions, and my teachers liking; I am bored to death each day in the same old classes. While, others get to move on and learn something NEW. I've been learning about the fucking sun since I was in second grade, and you have no idea how many times I've learned about the Civil War. Good god, give me something challenging. Please... school is becoming a jail, a place I have to go and do PITY work... while I watch everyone else suffer and bombard me with questions and requests of answers. Which, brings me to another point. You know those people that kind of sit in the corner, wear things my dog wouldnt wear (Because of the filth) and act like its their life mission to interrupt and make everyone around them miserable. They never do work, and just sit in their groups throwing gum hoping to get it in someone hair. WHY WONT THEY FUCKING QUIT? They're not going to amount to anything, and EVERYONE knows it. For gods sake, I know this one girl has a 24% in Geometry, a fucking 24. Its not because she's stupid, I've known this girl from kindergarten... she doesnt give a shit. All she cares about is stealing money from her parents to buy her POT. They think they're the coolest thing because they can smoke in the bathroom, smoke pot... all that crap. Its not cool, YOU ARE STUPID if you didnt have all that frickin coke up your nose maybe you could even smell your own stupidity. It reaks...

Heh, Im guessing you've heard enough today... I have *QUITE* a few more rants... but I dont want anyone to think Im a bitch now... so I'll tell you more later. When I have it in me.

Hey guys, whats goin on out there in the real world? Nothing too bad i hope, cause im floating in the clouds and i dont want to come back down if its not worth it. Ive been in the clouds for about 7 months now, everyday jen puts my in state of ecstacy with her beuty and personality. :) shes gunna say this is really cheezy but i dont care, i think that being cheezy in small little ways like that is nice and warrented. Everyone needs to be cheezy everynow and then, i just happen to do it alittle more than most people. Just ask Jennifer, she knows. I love you sweetness. hehe